[ despite by now having fucked all of the turks individually, tseng has to confess he'd never considered the idea of getting them all in a room together, least of all with rufus.
the idea, he finds, is a rather compelling one. ]
I take it that you like this fantasy? Since you came to me to ask.
I do, but...hm. I like the thought of playing with them. I don't know if I'd want to be...emotional, the way we are.
If you weren't there I think I'd want to pit them against each other, praise Rude while making Reno work for it. With you there, I think I'd want you in charge of them, making sure they handled me the way I deserve to be. With them, the overlap of business and pleasure is attractive, I think. It's different with them. The thought of using them is...easier? Do you think that's wrong?
I don't think it's wrong. Your relationship with them is different than your relationship with me.
[ that had been true even well before they arrived in the resort, too. tseng and rufus had always worked to cultivate a deeper understanding of each other. ]
If you like the idea, then I'll participate too. I trust them, and I confess I like the idea of being able to ensure that you're properly spoiled.
That said, I don't think I'll be able to keep my feelings for you secret from them. Would that bother you?
Oh, I think the cat's already well out of that bag. They've been asking me about my relationship to you fairly extensively. I wouldn't be surprised if they have a few wagers riding on it, even.
...I don't want to be vulnerable in front of them. You'll keep tabs on it for me, if we do this together? Keep me...safe?
Really? Neither of them have asked me about it outright. The idea that they might think you're the softer touch is a little amusing. If it doesn't bother you for them to know then I have no problem with it either.
I will keep you safe, of course. If there's anything you don't want from them, just let me know and I'll make sure it doesn't happen.
On a technicality, I suppose we could say that neither of us top exclusively...
[ thanks to the two (2) times tseng has bottomed? ]
I care about you deeply, and your comfort and safety are important to me. I'm saying that as myself, not as Director. I want you to always feel like you can trust me to be there.
...So you've had a fair few ideal mornings since we came to the resort, then, hmm?
I wish I could say I was more inclined to return the favor, but I like sleeping in late too much. And the way you make breakfast. And trying to tempt you to stay in bed when you come back to try to get me up.
You return the favor in other ways. Leave breakfast to me, you can be in charge of knowing my drink preferences better than I do and being a shameless tease about keeping me in bed when I'm trying to wake you.
You think you'd be able to resist telling me how gorgeous I am? You wouldn't be able to talk, being asleep and all. Wouldn't be able to touch me, either.
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Do you want to know who's interested?
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Rude was describing a fantasy. He wanted to be inside me while Reno sucked my cock. And while you watched to make sure they were pleasing me properly.
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[ despite by now having fucked all of the turks individually, tseng has to confess he'd never considered the idea of getting them all in a room together, least of all with rufus.
the idea, he finds, is a rather compelling one. ]
I take it that you like this fantasy? Since you came to me to ask.
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If you weren't there I think I'd want to pit them against each other, praise Rude while making Reno work for it. With you there, I think I'd want you in charge of them, making sure they handled me the way I deserve to be. With them, the overlap of business and pleasure is attractive, I think. It's different with them. The thought of using them is...easier? Do you think that's wrong?
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[ that had been true even well before they arrived in the resort, too. tseng and rufus had always worked to cultivate a deeper understanding of each other. ]
If you like the idea, then I'll participate too. I trust them, and I confess I like the idea of being able to ensure that you're properly spoiled.
That said, I don't think I'll be able to keep my feelings for you secret from them. Would that bother you?
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...I don't want to be vulnerable in front of them. You'll keep tabs on it for me, if we do this together? Keep me...safe?
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I will keep you safe, of course. If there's anything you don't want from them, just let me know and I'll make sure it doesn't happen.
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Levity aside...you're so good to me. You really are, Tseng.
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[ thanks to the two (2) times tseng has bottomed? ]
I care about you deeply, and your comfort and safety are important to me. I'm saying that as myself, not as Director. I want you to always feel like you can trust me to be there.
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I do feel that way. And I'm glad you do it.
[There's a long pause, and some indecisive ellipsis bubbling, until:]
Not to spoil the sentimentality of the moment, but it's so hot when you say things like that to me.
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Which part of it turns you on the most?
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Comfortable and safe makes me think of sleeping in your arms. I don't think I've ever fully articulated just how much I enjoy it when we do that.
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[ now it's tseng's turn for a brief series of typing bubbles. ]
My ideal morning involves waking up with you in my arms, sneaking out of bed to make coffee and breakfast, and then coming back to wake you for both.
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I wish I could say I was more inclined to return the favor, but I like sleeping in late too much. And the way you make breakfast. And trying to tempt you to stay in bed when you come back to try to get me up.
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You return the favor in other ways. Leave breakfast to me, you can be in charge of knowing my drink preferences better than I do and being a shameless tease about keeping me in bed when I'm trying to wake you.
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Maybe sometime I'll just stay up all night so I can be the first one "awake" that way. Or convince you to become a "nap person".
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Oh, Tseng. You know no one makes you lose control like I can.
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