You were raised by a man who only knew the kind of control an iron fist and deep pockets could buy, and that kind of control is tenuous... easy to lose. It makes sense that you would now find it difficult now to choose vulnerability.
That doesn't mean you don't deserve it or that you can't have it. Just that it may not come easy at first.
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That doesn't mean you don't deserve it or that you can't have it. Just that it may not come easy at first.